Pregnancy..... Pregnancy

I have known I need to post for quite some time now, but needing to post... and actually posting are hard to put together at times. 

I am pregnant with #4, and even typing that it doesn't seem real, cause seriously... wasn't I JUST pregnant? I have had very mixed emotions about this, but never once have I been ungrateful, I am SOOO thankful to be able to get pregnant and have healthy babies.  I was just so unprepared for this.  I am not one to do things unplanned.  I like to be in control of things, have a routine, and take the unexpected things that happen and deal with them and move on, and I try to do it with a good attitude.  well.... to be quite honest, I haven't been feeling all that great, and its really hard to have a good attitude, and I can't really just move on, this baby is here to stay in me till Sept. hopefully I can make it to Oct. and give Jax and this next one a little bit more space in-between each other. My due dat is Oct. 1st, so we will see.  Jaxon has been the BEST baby! It seems he has grown up so fast, and I think he knew he needed to cause his little sibling was telling him right before he came down, I am coming quick so learn things quick so mom won't loose her mind when I do come.  (I am sure that is exactly what was said between the two of them)  Jaxon was crawling in his 6th month, standing in his 7th and WALKING in his 8th (SERIOUSLY)  he is 11 months today and is running everywhere he goes, and he has the knots on his forehead to prove it, he says Moma, Dada, Ight (light) Ba (ball), and Jeff swears he screamed Klaires name one time, clear as day (haha).  I love his personality, it just seems it went by SO fast! It was the craziest feeling when we first moved here to TX, we would be sitting as a family and I kept having the STRONGEST impression someone was missing, I knew we were going to have more kids, but this impression just kept coming, and with thinking we were in control of when our babies come, haha, nope.  Heavenly Father has his own time table, we just learn and I literally grow from it! We are so excited for this, I know the Lord has blessed us and I am extremely grateful for that!

These past couple of months have been really busy for us, Jeff has been working SO hard at school, it has been really tuff for him,  he has to learn so much material in such a short period of time, he likes to try and tell me about it and it just goes right over my head, I am so proud of all the hard work and time he puts into studying, and the dedication he has, he will make such a great chiropractor.
  In Feb. Klaire had her 3rd birthday and she is just the funniest little girl!  She has the cutest personality, and loves to sing and dance.  In Mar. Kloey had her 5th birthday.... ahhh. Crazy that she is getting so big.  She loves school and loves to read, and is doing so great at it!  She is such a good big sister to Klaire and Jax.  She has such a tender heart and is so kind and friendly to everyone she meets! Jaxon will be 1 next month and he is just the cutest little man!  He LOVES his big sisters and plays so well with them!  I am truly blessed with my sweet family, I love them each so much.